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I have a billion thoughts racing in my head, ranging from the existence of a dielectric binary existence of good and evil, to starting a blog, to ruby. Oh, and there’s a part of me that wants to just crash.
Unfortunately a lot of my thoughts aren’t so focused on school, which is problematic. It’s not that I’m being lazy, quite the opposite, I’ve done an amazing amount these past few weeks, just nothing school related.
I should be studying sorting algorithms, predicate logic, whatever it is that my LGBT class is doing…But instead I’m caught up with build servers and cvs, and svn and chef and puppet and fluxbox configs.
I suppose I should revert to my crutch of using a to-do list, as it tends to make me pretty effective at accomplishing stuff, even if it’s stuff I don’t want to accomplish. Unfortunately I’m not sure if that’s even enough to get me focused on school.
It doesn’t help that there’s a fair deal of drama going on, that I’m torn between my family and my friends, and that there’s a part of me that wants to just disappear into my work.
Oh, and I’ve been getting like no sleep lately because I’m too focused on other things.
