Another day
This is one of those days where I feel as if I’ve done nothing. Though I have faint memories of spending several hours sitting around in my boxers drinking grapefruit juice and programming in Java, as well as several hours of research on a few random topics. I also remember setting up a domain name and finding a deal on business cards for a friend. I may be delusional, I’m not sure in regards to what though.
Despite all my random activities, I’ve felt mopey all day. I’ve been overly focused, which is usually an excellent sign I’m avoiding something. For the remainder of this particular day, I feel I’m probably going to choose to keep avoiding this something.
I suppose tomorrow I’ll probably continue doing mindless things, ignoring any introspection, but this self imposed ignorance won’t last, I’ll need to eventually find my grown, adult self, and have a meaningful conversation about acting like an adult and facing said issues.
