December 2010
10 posts
tundra
Hey you again. It’s been.. well in reality, only a few days. But in my mind it feels like forever. I miss you, a lot. I’m halfway inbetween wanting to lock myself in my house, and wanting to spend time with others. I suppose one is clearly healthier, but I’m not sure if thats what I want.
It’s sort of like part of me is missing. As if half of me simply decided to get up...
Hey you
You, yes you, who is aware exactly that I’m addressing you, not just in that fourth wall sort of sense, but in that very specific I-could-name-you-but-I’m-not sort of way…
I miss you, a lot. I wore your ring today, and it made me feel a bit better, but there’s still so much missing. It’s as if every gray day is just another room in the dungeon of limbo, a place made...
“You’re the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view
Whenever...”
– Owl City, “If my heart was a house”
“The merging of our male and female natures is seeking to create once again the...”
– Kathy Oddenino (Love, Truth & Perception) (via sex-death-rebirth)
I want to go back home
raelynfalkin:
and my home I mean in MD with the person that makes me the happiest.
raelynfalkin:
electricobsession:
...
raelynfalkin:
“Isle Song” ~ Hania
“Life is the first gift, love is the second, and understanding the third.”
– Marge Piercy (via kari-shma)
Back to tumblr
So the lover is back home for a while, which means I’ll be back on tumblr, as another way to communicate to her and also deal with my angst, :) .
Not much has changed. New job, the freelance thing is quite a bit more setup and improved, and there’s a nice selection of stuff in the works.
I guess we’ll just see how it goes.
raelynfalkin:
“All I Want for Christmas is You”...